December 2009
New Year's Resolution:
Experience something beautiful every day.
Because even if it breaks your heart to be just friends, if you really care...
– Scrubs (via kari-shma)
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I feel like some evil’s gonna break loose. And if I think something bad will happen, it will.
I don’t know if I’m going to like myself at all.
I'm scared of the new year.
I don’t know how to change this mindset when my year’s going to start off alone. Too much uncertainty, I don’t know how to think of renewal when I’m stuck in a past where I was sure of something.
Sure of my outlook on life. Sure of what happiness was. Sure of myself. More than ever.
I learned a lot. I lived a lot. I loved a lot. And I don’t think I’m ready to...
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Sometimes you have to test someone. Not because you don’t trust them, but to see...
– Dean Koontz (via eeeeyaa) (via spazztasticnez)
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If someone wants to be a part of your life,...
spazztasticnez:
wackonification:
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Forget what I said,
I found it.
It’s when everyone except my brother and sister left the house. A little past midnight, a little more quiet. Laughing at how dad uses random boxes to wrap his random gifts all from brookstone. Taking ridiculous pictures with our new things.
It’s when mom and dad open the gifts left for them under the tree. Sitting around the table with everyone, and just being in each...
I wish it felt like Christmas.
There’s lights. There’s snow. There’s family. There’s food. But I’m tired. I’m broke. My place is a mess. Everyone’s busy.
And I feel like I’m missing something. I’m missing the warmth, the anticipation.
This sucks.
I think holding hands while driving around is...
spazztasticnez:
eeeeyaa:
duhsay:
ceebadua:
champaco:
(via nateugale)
I miss doing that. =/
hint hint.
I don't know
If I can care any less than this.
Fuck these buses. Fuck you Rutgers.
You're so hot.
And I’m obsessed.